.............I am sick and tired of people....groan all you want or call me emo.....i'm used to it. At home when I want to express how I feel, everyone interupts me and tells me to stop being so dramatic......at school people judge me by what clothes I wear or my looks. WTF?!? Since when do clothes effect the way people sound or act? (unless they are constricting your ribcage or something.) People also don't understand that just because a person is depressed and wears black doesnt mean they are emo......even when I want to express my negative thoughts about myself people say it is a pity party....I don't mean it to come out as that. I don't need them to say anything....just to listen......

My friends are awesome make no mistake....but sometimes I can't help but feel that....they don't like me.....i'm just not as cool or funny or punk as my other friends....It seems that they get mad easily and stay mad over the dumbest things...but when I get mad i'm a bitch if I dont get over it in 20 seconds.......I dunno maybe I am paranoid but, this is how I feel and nothings gonna change that. I love being with my friends and I love them very much even if they do hate my guts.

Anyway thanks for reading why I am sick of people...(if you are) sry for buggin you.......